Since I have find job from the newspaper & from website ( JobStreet.com ) for a long time,
Finally I find a job =)
But I don't know it should be happy or unhappy =(
Sad case ><
Why am I feel sad or unhappy ?
Hmmmmm.....
I have no idea .....
Speechless on myself ><
Why am I don't study hard when primary school & colleges ?
And now ;
Since already working for a time & I'm already get the experience,
& now I feel regret why I don't study hard .
I'm not stupid at all & why I should give up my education ?
Actually I failed on my LCCI examination. =(
Sound badly right ?
Yeaaa...
I'm think so !
How stupid am I ?..
I should retake my exam, target for get a better results & get my Diploma In Business Studies Certificate!
But I din't!
And why I din't ?
That's the reasons that let me feel that I'm Sorry to my Mum =(
She earn hard to let me continue study after SPM & now I wasted her money because I'm failed it ?
That a kind method for me to repay my mum ?
I'm not think so !
Sorry mum & Sorry to my own self !
I'm should not be that !!
Actually I don't really wish to work as general clerk!
I wish to be work for some future work!
& I think I'm late for it !
I regret now & I think it's too late for me =(
